A bit annoyed with myself

Okay, I don't want to waste your guys time with my rant journal, but I need to come out with it. For a few days now, I've been feeling annoyed, though I'm not sure why. It's almost to a point where, if someone does or says something I don't like, I might explode. I'm sorry if I'm being a bit...I guess, "dramatic" would be the right word, but it's just how I'm feeling now.

I feel like there are two different reasons I've been feeling like this. First is because of my college classes. It's not like there's anything wrong or something happened, it's just that...I don't know, it seems like the teachers are throwing a lot of stuff at us for it being the second week. Also, I feel out of my comfort zone so far with my classes, like there's something holding me back from focusing or...Something.

The second has to do with RPing. So, if you don't RP, whether it's with me or with other people, then you can just stop reading this journal. I've made rules to my RPs (I never posted it on here for reasons) but I haven't really been following them. I've been making "exceptions" and I'm starting to wonder whether that was a good idea. I'm not trying to be an asshole with this, but RPing about something I don't like is literally ruining RPing in general for me. I know, still being dramatic, but it's really bugging me. I have my ways I like to RP, but I also don't want to force people to do the same thing over and over again for me, but there are times were I feel I'm doing the same thing over and over again for other people because I don't want to upset them. Gosh dammit I'm tired...